"Keep looking up because that's where it all is." K Kraddick

A conversation with God

I miss him. 

I know.

I want someone to love me.

I love you.

I want someone to talk to.  

Talk to me.

I want someone to spend time with. 

Spend time with me.

I loved him so much.

Love me. Love yourself.

He loved me so much. 

I love you more.

He was my number one and I was his. 

I am your number one and you are mine.

I thought these things while driving in my car one day and I heard theses replies as near as day.
*I meant to type "as clear as day" but a typo made it say "near" and that applies too. So, I left it.

I miss being the first person he calls when he had exciting (or even bad) news. I miss going on golf cart rides and listening to him play music so loud that when we stopped to talk to neighbors I couldn't hear what they were saying. I miss his hugs and his smile.  I miss so many things and I always will. But, I think the things I miss most, the things I crave, like love, conversation, and time can all be found in God. "God, I don't know what your doing with my life but I trust You." When in need of advice or guidance from the person you love who has died, just look up!